I wanted to be a developer, and create the kind of games that I wanted to play. Now, I just want to survive.

I feel that there is some world that others were brought into, that I was left too long to believe that I am a part of it, and I suffered a lot, trying to have the normalcy that others take for granted.

This is not my world, I don’t belong in it. My goal is to become independent enough to not have to worry about other humans exploiting me at all, or die trying.

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Cake day: December 5th, 2024

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  • True. Humans only become valuable once they are dead.

    They only say you were a good person once you are dead, say you were too young, they go “if only we knew, they seemed fine” if you kill yourself, then go to imvestigate, once you are already dead.

    How many writers were ridiculed and rejected, before becoming famous AFTER their death?

    Once you are more like an object, once you have no more feelings, is when they start actually valuing you for what you were.

    Same as how people will value their cars, or precious things more than people.

    Same as how people romanticise native americans, years after they were almost exterminated completelly (while mostly treating those still alive like shit).




  • I’m guessing the ripoff Nintendo console they have. We used to get these modified Sega Master systems that we plugged Nintendo chips into…was fun for the time I guess.

    Nothing like abducting soldiers and tanks in order to deploy them against another as an UFO.

    Also, no, he does not snore. But both cats have a tendency to do this, and one of them will actually walk into my room, mrrrw, jump onto my bed, and start purring.

    The sheet is electric and heated, so they steal my bed often.